It's been awhile since I lasted posted. I'm still trying to figure out this new site, but it looks really cool so far. So the last time I posted a blog I was ranting about how much my thanks giving had sucked. Since then I've discovered some things. The first thing I discovered was that I realized that I do have so many people in my life that I can turn to. I don't know whether it was that I didn't recognize that before or if I was afraid of burdening them with my problems but friends do surprise you when you least expect it. They care and you got to learn to rely on them. Next, after a long talk with a very good friend of mine, I realized that I need to face my fears and talk to my Father. Maybe he can enlighten me on why I haven't seen him in five years. I won't know unless I talk to him. And if it doesn't work out and I find that I just can't have a relationship I know that I have people who will help me through that tough time. You don't know how much a small gesture can do to someone even if you don't know they are having a horrible day. So just be there for your friends as my friends are their for me. That's really all I wanted to say.
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